Breakups can be pretty tough, especially when you’ve been with somebody for five years and still can't cope with the entire situation. To be even worse, I remember the exact moment when everything went downhill, but I’ve somehow always believed it was all going to sort out in due time. Nevertheless, nothing was changing. There’s no wonder they say love makes you blind, for I have been blind indeed. I refused to see the horrible truth that was right there before my eyes: when things have already been beyond reparable I was still holding on to them, desperately trying to make them work somehow. When the agony finally ended, I did what I believed was best for me - tried to find a rebound guy at local online chats and phone dating services. I even met an interesting guy at free Mississippi chat line, but the truth was that as much as I tried to sound happy and eager for some instant fun, I guess that I was exuding frustration so all my efforts were in vain. We had a couple of conversations and he seemed pretty interested in the beginning. With a passage of time, however, he became less and less interested, probably because I tried to make some stupid jokes about my ex, and the fact is that no one likes that kind of jokes. Still, I’m not losing hope for finding someone who will truly understand me at Mississippi party line. Believe me when I say that I don’t blame this guy for giving up on me at all since I’m aware that I simply wasn’t ready for someone new. But when the moment finally arrives - I think I’ll recognize it and I’ll be completely ready for it!
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